Rather than whine...I'm just gonna say it once...I'm REALLY, really frustrated with my calf and not knowing what the issue is.....I have rested, stretched, and used it...gotten a massage, ART and more resting and stretching...It no longer twitches just by walking or going up and down stairs, but it won't let me get past one freaking mile........
I was so incredibly tired today too...is it the heat...the humidity.....still responding to the gluten "fest" i had last week that caused the migraine....I don't know...I just know that its WAY too early to be feeling this fatigued.
Work is stressing me out too....not enough babies..too many babies...sick babies....cranky staff....ugh..I love my job..I love when I'm there, but I sure hate getting there!! These next few weeks will be another test in mental /physical toughness of another kind...One that I may need to get used too as our work schedules change....3 days a week of work plus call for the next 3 or 4 weeks...I know, I know...for those who work 3 regularly, or 5 days a week....it doesn't seem like much...but 13 hours nights, 3 x week really cuts into any good quality training time. I do go to the gym on my training days even If I have worked the night before..and I get through the workout...but its not really a quality workout....and then...i'm tired for two days....I must figure this out though b/c its only going to (not get worse) but be MORE like this......I am going back to day shifts for awhile.....so this should help....
Now i'm just musing...really...things are going well..i'm able to ride and swim.....(but I will admit i'm a bit lucy goosey on the swim haha)...and the run will come again...at least I can continue walking.....even when the calf hurts....
Nothing profound here..just ramblings...talking myself out of being frustrated...being grateful for what I can do..and realizing that I have time to worry about my leg...
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